Hmm… four weeks. After four weeks of absolute nothing and everything, it is time to get up and get dressed before 10 o’clock in the morning.
It is clear that I love to be around my children and husband doing “nothing”. That nothing meaning to do whatever we feel like (and this summer we also managed to do it on a slim budget). All this is great as statistics shows that after the traditional Swedish summer vacation (usually a long 4-5 week continious time together) the number of divorce filnings booms in Sweden. We will not do that. Or at least I won’t.
Today is my last official day of vacation (but I ‘ll stretch the sensation of it over the weekend). I am not left with the usual anxiety, which was quite common when I was a “common” employee, stuck in the hamster wheel.
My analyse tells me that the anxiety doesn’t show as I will only be in the hamster wheel for 12 weeks ahead. After that, my life is a blank piece of paper, something I have leared to embrace.
I also will also try something “new” in one week’s time. At least in a new environment with new people. As it is “new” I want to show off and deliver with excellence. Since my excellence is my normal I find it more effective to do it around new people since it is much more appreciated there.
But still, my analyse tells me I am not 100% in line with my vision (at least not what I can see at the moment). So I need to put some more mind hours on that.
Good to have things to do. Good to have a vision to strive towards.